Now is the time to think
Now is the time to decide
Where are you going to reside?
It's time to be serious
but you can have fun.
This is your life
& you only have one!
Are you gonna save it now?
Or will you save it later?
Are you going listen to the good
or be a debater.
Sorry to bring you to the edge of your chair
but there might not be a later
or another chance to care.
There will be a soon
& soon is your deadline.
Get a hold of YOUR mind!
You're running out of time.
Life is going at some fast pace.
Against the time you race.
it will crawl & creep
run & leap
You can't defeat it
but you have to live on it
until it ends.
The Son of God visits
Now you have the choice to choose
Do you want to win or loose?
The game is simple
but the answer is clear!
Clear enough for the eyes to see.
A full blown explosion of pain or peace.
Life is your now & it's in your hands.
Cradle it careful like a baby.
Now you have to be real!
Quit being numb you need to feel.
Put aside temptation,
forget about
distraction, attraction, relaxation, agitation.
Time to rise up, & start listening!
Time to start considering
those who are irritating
Time is running out
In a couple seconds, days, years about...
Almost time to go
The results of this test will show!
You can choose now
Don't make today meaningless
You've got to be serious!
Now!
Two lovers with no choice
but to go higher.
A Mistress is a cold candle.
in need of a warm fire.
The act of melt & admire
My love the Lord is desire...Always...
Always hungry yet satisfied.
Never ignored, never lied.I have proudly & gladly testified.
One hug made me touch the sky.
To that place where happiness is just so darn hard to ever reach.
You may want to impeach, but i wanna preach!
This ever-growing love has done much for & to me!
In ways i couldn't believe.
Situations where i thought impossibly!
Times i knew i couldn't achieve.
Even when incoming doubts
this love i can never leave.
Dying for my life
with the hitting pain of nails sharper than your knife.
Just to save my life...
An unfailing love just for me
When i fail to love.
The proof is true history
Can't you read & agree?
This relation has it all
even a bouncy cushion when i fall.
Who needs the young stress.
LIVE LIFE AT YOUR BEST! =]
Who really enjoys the cheats?, breakups, cries, lies, despise, lusting eyes, being hypnotized
The regrets, restricting net, drama,
etc!
I can't find joy in something so temporary,
I'm attracted to real & Holy
My spirit flows where ever Holy is at.
God!
Holy is that
Holy is he
The love that never fails
The lover & reason for my tales
The one who will surely in his hands
take hammered nails.
The one who would approach to your spot just to get you & save you!
The one who lives to create & rescue
His love!
It hits
but acquits.
The moment he visits
I know I'm in love.
The moment i lift my hands high above!
I'm in love!
The moments we never fought
actually...
we never fought
I loved his every thought.
He was meant for me <3
This love was meant to be.
It was also meant for you
enjoy & believe ^.^
This love shoots out life
not end yours...
Let's get real about love
God is Love.
You can have yours
But recognize your true source ;)
Every soul i can think of... gone & untouched I've reached & was left with an empty clutch. The spirit of badness tossed in things of unlikeness,
just like a pot of stew. I would never transgress! I've walked through, passed & away from trouble. It slithers
It sneaks!
& covers my mouth,
pushing original voice away No one can hear me! But all can hear it! I'm not saying it! I do not permit! Is this me? It can't be.. This isn't my heart! I never felt this before or the start! I was too smart
to walk into that hole, But i felt too weak to fight for my control. A talk, or some prayers would of gladly helped,
Where are the souls? Every soul scattered Every built solution shattered. I'm left with me, my mind & my tears... My problem & my fears. I don't know what to do than to weep I don't know what to say but to weep I'm spoon fed force-ably!
I cry for help but barely heard. Slowly melting in my mind.. My hope is being sucked like a vacuum Hope was never no residue I have so little left I'm not listening to to pure theft. I almost believed that i was unloved & forsaken But whenever i reach I don't want a lie to be taken...
God has showed me wonderful things.
Things that could not of been received unless i asked him. He reached for things that i can't seem to stretch up to get. First i want to mention I couldn't of graduate out of high school without my God. I deserve to be one of those people who get held back & miss credits normally, i was bad at test & failed most of my regents...i failed some twice, how the heck did i get out of high school? I had a global regents, i took it 4 times, i have to admit the 1rst three times i didn't seek God enough to really show him i wanted to pass, or even showed that i cared. That last time i felt scared knowing that i had only one chance to pass the exam. The exam that i have failed & had been too difficult for me. I clinged on to God like a small child on her parent's calve begging them not to leave me with the babysitter. I could of just prayed & know it would be okay but i did little studying too, because i had to show that i want to pass, sometimes it's like holy spirit studies with you...I took that regents, aced it with a score slightly over the passing & praised God knowing that i can finally graduate. When i saw that lowish but passing score, i realized that I could of failed that exam, but this time some mercy helped me slide a couple more points over...The mercy of a wonderful God. I can trust him.
I don't know how this happens but the people that you are perfectly comfortable with...They stab you...hard! All of a sudden they're making assumptions about you. A close person making assumptions? It's ridiculous because they already know you, & they look at you wrong when they have always known you were right. Right enough to be their friend. All of a sudden this nice person feeds you insults, & trash talks you like no tomorrow. I'm wondering, did i really do all of this?...i blamed my self, i beat my self up, i had tears, constant thoughts, emptiness... This was a sad dumb situation prepared by chef Devil, but it woke me up...That God is the true friend i should seek & not this or that person. I cried unto God like i was sinking in my tears, I cried on to God as if i was going to drown in it.. Friendship is something that i love to build & knowing that i totally screwed one up shattered me. Holy spirit ran to my rescue & was with me the whole time. He comfort me when i sleep, He races back when my running thoughts come at me again. He help me get through it all...Now i don't care about the person & I'm even closer to God than i ever was . He's with me when I'm upset & he comforts me when I'm down. He offered me friendship when i lost one. The presence of God is the best & there is no other person you can be friends with that will ever do what he did. Stay by your side all day & remains determine to help. It's like he raced for me, picked me up & ran away with me from the wicked.
He helped me save my friend, He blessed me with a job opportunity, He taught me, He guides me, He protects me, He loves me, He fixes all problems etc etc =]
I believed him
& i still believe that he will take me to better places than before.
The world around me crumbles.
As the family around me stumbles.
I have a fear
& possible worry...
An unsure possibility that is somewhat blurry.
After times of escapes & scurry
I realize that there is just no way...
No reason.
No hurry.
Even though my tower,
smoked into fire
after it fell to bits
I just threw away my new blue prints
as it crashes.
I pile up my ashes...
Cup them in my hands
Smile & stand
With a strong assurance
Saying the strange line
That I'm going to be fine.
What happened to my cryin?
The part when my hopes start dyin?
Gonna happen?
Not soon anyday!
Because i don't just think so
But i know.
People fail me too easily
I have this hard trip to make on my own
I don't achieve high enough
When life is just pure rough.
I have a feeling I'm going fail
But it's just fine.
I have people who only like to pick my flaws
But I have no reason to put my life on pause...
There are problems & disturbance
feelings of depression & betrayal
constantly being taught
that I'm unable!
They float
spherically
like a solar system
orbiting away.
Wanting my hope to decay...
But I seriously know
Everything's still okay!
Even though there are times when i have nothing,
I'm still going to be living.
Because when things are just okay,
they will surely get better. As i build up my tower again
Someday it will turn into a castle
appearing before my eyes,
touching the skies,
& will be indestructible by crap & lies
It's for me
& its more than fine!
& I knew it the whole time!
Did you know you are a master piece?
Are you aware of you're capability?
You do know you're special at least??
I know you just sit & walk on the lands
but did you know of
the power in your hands?
You're gifted by a true power.
You are & will bloom into a beautiful flower!
Made into perfection
in the eyes on the one.
Who made the selection.
A mighty father who watches
happily with affection.
His creation(you)
A functional beauty
with a purpose of positivity...
Something so lively
Sweet
So priceless
So free.
You're different, special, & originally you,
while I'm me
You can't comprehend this value!
Can you?
You have a mind
a soul
a voice
a goal
a hand
a choice.
A right to understand.
That you are somebody
You are something beautiful.
if you've done ugly
You can break it down & rebuild!
It's impossible for you to be born unskilled.
We all have a knack
What do you lack?
We are all somebody
with some incredible ability.
Don't ever lean onto the thought that you're a nothing...
You mean something
Let God define you.
You can do something too
Find out yourself what it is
use it for good
& shine like a star
Find out how special you are.
Go away!
or just let me go
Why me for?
I don't want anymore!
This world desires defeat in me,
you,
everyone,
everything we do.
This world offers disappointment
argument
False judgment.
What here is ever true?
I will not live in defeat
neither will i disobey.
Hero one day
Villain strange other way
Praising a hero in disguise,
Giving such pleasure & compromise.
Thinking the trust never dies...
Oh what lies!
Trying to escape the tidal wave
but it sucks you back in.
Forcing you to be doomed
force like a vacuum
You may have a piece
But you can never have my all!
I may have stumbled
sometimes fall.
I refuse to move with your squall!
I have to deal with you!
but don't make a deal with me
I won't take it or accept.
Hit me again & you will miss!
I think twice,
not be terribly remiss!
One target & game you will loose
I can stop & leave your issues.
