Walked

When walking so close with people
You step more at them.
Affection grows
You're feet, twisted & tied up,
like new bows.
Feel that they're figured out.
Know what they're all about.
The time traps you down
& you sink into the ground
not knowing you will drown.
You often spot their shield
& not to bother to search for the sword
You lean on so much.
Life feels like an easy crutch,
Easy to live on.
As you desire
You will also tire.
Your hopes have withered away
Out of your reach & out of your day...
Where is it?
I don't know...
You look up, down, high, low.
When you find them,
They will go.
Now your alone.
Forced into the feeling that you have nothing left..
No matter how much you talk & chase.
It moves much farther from your face.
Such disgrace.
Suddenly i take a step.
Didn't think i can do it...
Sudden pep.
I step alone
figuring me out
Makes me realize that i leaned to much
That i had forgotten how to walk.
It was time to retouch.
I walk & discover a light.
It isn't of my own
but it's still a great sight.
Gave me hope.
Glad i didn't mope.
I got it
I'm just so shock
because i walked.

Ten words of me

KIND enough to give you my love.
CARING enough to say you're the one i think of.
CLEVER enough to avoid your schemes.
DETERMINED to win & redeem.
An OPENED book you can read.
WILLING to help & feed.
OBSERVANT & searching around.
WORRIED when you're not found.
ACTIVE to be healthy.
HONESTY is the best policy.
This is not my out, but inside.
I'm pretty much identified.

God's vision! you're part of it, yes you! please read!

1rst of all... God gave the church "Hopenyc" a VISION. He said we will have 500 teens in our church! After hearing the good news, We all got so excited. Up to this day we are still praying & waiting for teens to show up. I mean c'mon! Meeting & hanging out with new people! That would be AWESOME! God never breaks his promises! He has never did once, nor will he ever do that!
Right now we have about 10 youths. We don't know where the other 490 is going to appear from, but God has his impossible yet possible mysterious clever ways! I've witness it many times but i still can't understand his strategy lol. Instead of just having church on Sundays, we decided to get together on other days. True friends shouldn't part & be distant.Since we are Christian people, it means we live a life of FREEDOM! meaning...we get to live it up =] & do whatever we want; just stay away from the bad things, like things that can harm you...But seriously! who likes to hurt themselves? really!!! Our Teen Club is called WILDFIRE TEEN MINISTRY. (WFTM) It's made just for Teens. This is a party...but it's not ALL party. It's not even a boring religious thing, defiantly not! It's about having fun, grasping that special thing you feel is missing in you're life. It's also about helping you! Secret or not you have struggles in your life. Here God is going to use us to unlock those from you, so you can be free :) You can live it up & be happy, You can even understand God & find him much more clear!!! You can discover & have an encounter with him...the one that seemed so fake to you. We want to show you to that life isn't a thing where you live, work, deal with problems, have sex, then die... no no no not like that...We want to show you there's a real thing called HOPE. I never had real hope until i started coming here, being completely honest! My hope used to rely on weak things like parties, crushes & backstabbing friends i knew. If anyone in this world can be this Psyched about helping YOU! it's defiantly ME! If anyone outside of this world is Psyched about giving you true gifts, true love & everlasting life... It's God! =] Thank you for reading this! I care & i appreciate it! seriously! Please leave a comment, feedback and some questions if you have & I'll be happy to help you =]
We can all witness God's vision come true!
We have a real & amazing God & 2 great pastors to make this all possible!

Stuck

Cramping, aching,
falling, shaking.
How long can i go through
How long can i pull you?
I'm down here suffering
But you're up there watching.
You look as if you have something up your sleeve.
You tell me to stay, hold
& not leave...
The pain is intense.
I'm weak with no defense.
All i have is my faith
Which works just fine.
Power so divine.
Because of my faith you not only helped me with this
but also that.
I've suffered today
but I'm still on the verge of making it.
Making it to you.
Being a faithful servant.
When i stay, run
come, go,
You're always right here,
plotting on ending the enemy's personal show.
You're stuck with me to save me.
I'm starstruck happily.
You've saved me in the past
You're the one who has saved me last.
When i suffered today.
All my faith is stuck on you.

Idol

Who do you set your heart on?
What do you like to praise?
What is your own big time craze?
Don't let yourself be dominated by something smaller.
Allowing it to be your number one caller.
Brace yourself from the harm it can do.
Is it going to be something you made?
or made you?
Who's really great?
What has Facebook, people, "games" & music really done to me?
What has it done for me?
It caused damage secretly.
Problems by the list
What kind of idol is this?
Takes me away from life
leads me towards strife.
Causing huge collision.
helping me loose vision.
riding me towards wrong decision.
The party was fine but i must leave...
this is no addiction
it's a real pet peeve!
I need to get out & breathe!
I wanna know something i can believe.
I need a real true person.
I poured out all my love & time into this
Where is my bliss?
Thankfully i know a true one
It's God & his son
He's great & the only one.
He proves he's real & proves he's right
Anyone who harms, he will fight!
It's strange for an idol to love.
instead of feeling sad & down
I'm high & above.
He multiplies your time & love
So you will live & win!
He's my idol but i don't feel trapped.
I live with him but there is no conflict
I am free as never
best feeling ever.
Everything has failed me & got me into a mess
My life in god is only success
He's not an idol
But my idol. No statue required
his perfect ways are desired.
I wanna make others happy
just like how he made me.
Don't be blind
Don't make idolatry.

Lonely but Great

Forsaken, evacuated.
Awaken, False Faking.
As i open up my eyes to truly see.
Others forsake me.
Turn away & fall deeply
Make me feel inferior?!
But you don't know my interior.
I have a God.
I rise up & i nod.
It's not your average & it's defiantly your odd. =]
He truly pours out his love & affection.
He speaks & sparks it all gracefully,
letting the connection reach my body.
It's a raging fire in me & it charges me up fully.
When my awesomeness(god) is by my side.
Rude life is what i abide.
I'm never alone
I'll never break down!
I won't let you ruin me!
you can't ever be better!
I don't care what or who you possess!
My lord provides, talks & caress!
My Christ never failed me once!
He has never left me thirsty & hopeless.
You're locked on to love, rebellion, pressure & great harmful depression!
But I'm FREELY locked on to my God!
Most let everything & one come right inside.
but for Christ, they slam the door & backslide.
Backslide in knowing the truth, backslide in fixing your life.
I may look alone, but darling i have so much! too much for my self! & a million more to come. you will soon see it! Hopefully you will be it!
For now i stand strong & Suceed alone!

You are

Lord!
You are the way in my lost life.
You are my light in this dark world.
You are my hope in this bleak sight
You are my love in this world of hate.
You are the truth on these pile of lies.
You are an answer in this world of confusion.
You are my hero when I'm in trouble
Your my relief in a time of stress.
You are my purpose when life feels pointless
You are my strength when i am weak
You are the solution to my problem.
You're the artist of this world of different faces.
You're the color in this dull world.
You are everything i need.
You are the life to my living!