Forsaken, evacuated.
Awaken, False Faking.
As i open up my eyes to truly see.
Others forsake me.
Turn away & fall deeply
Make me feel inferior?!
But you don't know my interior.
I have a God.
I rise up & i nod.
It's not your average & it's defiantly your odd. =]
He truly pours out his love & affection.
He speaks & sparks it all gracefully,
letting the connection reach my body.
It's a raging fire in me & it charges me up fully.
When my awesomeness(god) is by my side.
Rude life is what i abide.
I'm never alone
I'll never break down!
I won't let you ruin me!
you can't ever be better!
I don't care what or who you possess!
My lord provides, talks & caress!
My Christ never failed me once!
He has never left me thirsty & hopeless.
You're locked on to love, rebellion, pressure & great harmful depression!
But I'm FREELY locked on to my God!
Most let everything & one come right inside.
but for Christ, they slam the door & backslide.
Backslide in knowing the truth, backslide in fixing your life.
I may look alone, but darling i have so much! too much for my self! & a million more to come. you will soon see it! Hopefully you will be it!
For now i stand strong & Suceed alone!
Lord!
You are the way in my lost life.
You are my light in this dark world.
You are my hope in this bleak sight
You are my love in this world of hate.
You are the truth on these pile of lies.
You are an answer in this world of confusion.
You are my hero when I'm in trouble
Your my relief in a time of stress.
You are my purpose when life feels pointless
You are my strength when i am weak
You are the solution to my problem.
You're the artist of this world of different faces.
You're the color in this dull world.
You are everything i need.
You are the life to my living!
Be strong
& have courage
squeeze fear from your suffrage
Throw depression like garbage!
Take off the chains of fear.
Unlock the cuffs of drear.
Life can't break you
unless you let it take you.
Your focused prize is joy.
You want it real but not fraud.
Your only hope is God,
who wont ever forsake you.
Let that hope be your courage.
Let that friend fix your breakage.
Let me tell you to last long.
& Be strong!
Put up the fight
& don't you go down.
Your future will be bright.
You wont see a doubt in sight.
No time to be sissy
No time to give in
No time to pretend
No time to get pinned!
Rise above it all (problem or enemy)
& Just be strong
Fight yourself to last long
You can't go wrong.

This crumbling world
it's ever changing ways...
rapid moving days.
We adapt new traits.
We get new hates.
Wrong is our bait.
Too way into this world.
Doing the right thing appears silly.
Other than to help pull someone out from the hot, burning, fire
We're too busy fulfilling our small desire.
Instead of opening your ears & your heart to
such important news
You laugh & turn away
Saying you're good & okay.
It sounds silly when you tell someone that there IS hope for you.
It sounds crazy when you help & rescue.
It sounds weird when you still cheer someone who fell.
It sounds odd when you actually want to give & help.
It's awful , a compliment you want to tell!
But
It sounds good when you insult your friend.
It sounds real, when you're fake & pretend.
It's okay to push someone down!
It's normal if they cry and frown!
It's fine when you're the one being hurt & tossed.
We are so lost!
so misplaced
in this world
You think a silly party can redeem you.
You think your friends can cause you a breakthrough.
You praise your boyfriend before your God
You think of others before yourself!
To care is a dare
and a dare is to share
I think all of this is silly & odd!
Life is different
But this is my view
How does it sound to you?
Be strong!
& You will overcome!
Fear not!
& it will appear dumb.
Be willing!
& you'll win easy
Be true!
& not silly.
Let his spirit control you!
Let it ease you.
Letting Jesus take over will please you.
He's not the key to ONLY freedom,
but a key to another world.
Distant but so amazing!
Beautiful & eye dazing
Trust him!
& its yours
Hang on
& desires ensures
Call him
& you'll survive!
Believe him
& you'll stay alive!
I'm giving you the truth but your handing back a war
You want to come against me,
fight then ignore. You're so delirious thinking whatever you say is hilarious....
But You're really treating me like crap
not knowing i could always snap.
Saying what ever you dare
You tell me
Is this fair?
The way you're treating me
is this right!?
I've been nice & honest
& you just want to fight. =[
Human nature is typical
but surely not mandatory!
No need to get angry
No need to refuse me
& see me badly.
I make mistakes too
I'm aware of the things i do.
But to fight the one on your side?
I can't abide.
I held on long enough
but your drifting too far
Now this is just who you are...
I can't change it
I can't tell you to come back
I can just say okay
hoping you will later find your way.