Able

Turning unable duty
into beauty.
Revealing the blue
in my gray view
Lord you can do it all!
You're more than able.
Even through me
or an angel.
Allowing miracles
as you choose
Impossible is no excuse!
You.
Your will.
I cannot refuse.
Such a secured hope.
In life i go
around i grope...
In any block
& in any trouble,
You're my rope.
A sudden strong presence of evil
actually crushed.
It looses.
It cries, grumbles & is hushed.
Things that I've wanted so desperately,
I thought was too amazing for me
I now have it HAPPILY!
It was able & heavenly.
Miracles can happen
even in you.
Anything you dream
can be true.
If you just want it to
Then it's able
Because he's able
The Lord
Never fails you
Never will
You may have to wait & be still
but it will all be fulfilled!
Don't let a realist
take you downhill.
When God is able
Go as high as you can go.
Dream big Dreams.
God can take you
He's so able.
Take him
Know him.
Your wants,Your needs,
Your life
It won't ever be dim
But alive & bright.
In your sight,
Even in your reach.
It's desirable
& acquirable
Impossible yet accomplishable
Surely dependable.
You just gotta know
The Lord is able!

My Dull Diamonds

You accuse me.
You doubt me.
You lead me towards the feeling of worthlessness.
Honestly.
Seriously.
Mostly everybody!

Reading my faults
Know only what i can't do.
I feel pushed down
but refuse to frown.
People believe in others,
Passing around the faith,
yet it skips me.
Sometimes feeling that
no one wants to hand me a chance
one so determined with the right stance

True
but doesn't worry me.
Not any bit
Not any more...
This time I'm sure.
Life may run too fast & taunt
but it doesn't know
I could catch & outrun it if i want.
You can pour hope in someone
But the day they let you down
I'll still be standing up
not crumbled to ground.

Am i some sort of competitor?
No longer care.
cause i have my own mission
carry on with the competition.
You've won & could win again if you want
I know ONE DAY I will shine & vaunt.
God will do it his day
his way.
I have no time to play.
yet Not even afraid to loose
This decision i choose...
To just refuse...
To refuse to take in the doubts
To refuse to soak in the blame.
I refuse to mind the opinions...
I'm more than you think
Past fails, appearance,
DON'T link!
Me is me
& honestly
I would never want to be someone else.
Refuse to feel worthless
because i have a dream
Right now
as bad as it seems
These dull diamonds you pointed out in me
just so happens to gleam.
God will complete my dream.

Flesh

Flesh

Like an annoying whiny baby.
Never pleased
Never happy...
Dramatic as it wails
it will simply die

if we don’t obey,
& it won't be okay

We feed it all the time
everyday
in every way...
Sometimes we have no better say.

Flesh

it think it has the control

Giving simple commands
"feed me
please me
Oh how I want this so badly".
Driving your soul

To spiral out of control

In the end
your soul holds blame
as you pay the price for
your bad baby...
We ought to give it a pacifier
because my choice is what I desire.
What I need to acquire.
I want to be selfless

Do much more good
Gain some sort of righteousness...

I want to put this baby down
for a time out.
Allow the spirit inside

to rise up & about!

Claiming its chance for victory!

To take Control

of this child that’s taking its toll

To spoil the soul

Alive & indestructible

Yet the one about to loose the battle.

Flesh

Never satisfied...
has always tried to seek something
something it can’t find.

An unmoving Happiness

Fulfilling bliss

A gate

Where flesh find no access

So why the sacrifice???
Why anymore?
Pleasing it leads to
a new toy store.
For the moment
my fingers count to ten
I hear myself say
here we go again...

I have the baby

Trying to fight off the cries

Ignore every sincere lie.

What’s needed
is for flesh
to be a little defeated
while my spirit gets fed.
The baby won't be dead,
but taken care of
not spoiled or overfed...


My spirit is the main picture here
The good one.
Wrong is my fear
when wrong happens
who fears?

Not flesh
it makes
another cry, new & fresh.

When fasting

Spirit & flesh will disagree

The battle affects you Greatly

Let spirit taste victory

& Flesh taste nothing

& be happy

I may be weak right now
But i won't stop believing
I know that life is deceiving
But i can't let it hold me.
If i have a dream
It's mine & God's will to go get it.
Get it without a worry.
Things might not be looking up
I'm pinned down thinking of not getting up.
Things won't change unless you go.
Go!
Do something
Go somewhere.
Pick yourself up.
The least others can do
is probably pick on you
maybe put you down...
but your pick yourself up from the ground
You should believe.
Always
& you will surely receive
Receive something
followed by another something
followed by another something
following the steps to your dream.
That's how good life should seem.
Don't give up so fast
Give yourself another chance!
This is not the last dance.
Believe
Achieve
You never have?
try it
or you never will
& your dreams you kill.
Don't let a little excuse to cry
cause your dream to die.
Don't go on facebook & twitter
to weep & report.
cause you to fell down.
You may be weak right now
But that future you gotta allow!
Don't cancel the good one you once believed
because you've been deceived.
Follow your dream.
Find strength somewhere
somewhere
don't stay down
Don't taste the ground
so dirty & dusty
But surely taste victory!

The Love option

Love is an option
You either love or you don't
you either will or you won't.
For the bad that i am
I'm not worthy of the love.
For all the damage done...
I was on your mind
& on mine was fun.
How am i suppose to live?
How am i suppose to know that i can try to repair my life
without completely dying as yet,
while time is flying? 0.0
YOUR LOVE!
Your love is the only way i know you care.
Your love has got to be the only reason you're still there,
Watching...waiting
Waiting until i cry
"Forgive me!"
Oh,
such mercy.
I don't deserve this you see
but you still always give it to me.
Every time, All the time.
love is an option
& you choose yes
You choose to just take my junky pieces,
Give me glue & hope to just repair
& recreate my life into something beautiful.
You're always for & with me ...
You're love is amazing
It leaves me praising.
You choose yes!
& you made a way
a special way
That if i sinned my best
To get rid of that mess
I would just have to simply confess.

You chose yes!
& i can't ever perish
or go on feeling unloved.
I'm still living, & i have a really great life.(Don't deserve it)
Its like I'm floating but not trying to fly
an offer so perfect that i cant deny
How beautiful
Your love is amazing.
Your love is astounding.
It's my surrounding
Everything...
In general
to love someone is an option.
I mess up everyday.
I failed something when i master one thing
I'm glad you love me
How would i ever live
Without your love
God you reign in heaven above!
You taught us to love
& because of you
I don't wanna fight
I choose the love option

Run back to the cross

You're hurt,
You're strained.
Weak.
Pained.
Your innocence has been stained!
Alone you remain
To get over all you have lost
Go!
Run back to the cross!
Go before it's too late
Go when all former kind ones start to hate.
Go back to the time
Where your deadly life was saved.
If it wasn't for THAT life lost
On the cross
Hold down you would be
by a grave.
When the one you thought you loved
wasn't at all...
Run quickly back to the cross
When you're drifting away
& can't stop
Make your way back to the top
Back to Victory
Back to Calvary
Back to History
Back to the Cross.

Last minute

Oh last minute!
Where do you walk?
I hear you step, tick & tock
The unknown is the block.
I don't know where you are...
Time!
When do you end?
Where do you hold that last minute?
It's Somewhere
Waiting,
Standing
with it's little
feet planted.
We gotta stop taking life for granted.
Stop the fighting
it's possible to never make up!
Stop wasting your time
Helpless you will windup.
Last minute where do you run off to?
How will i know
When I'm living on you?
You're such a mystery
useful but not friendly.
anywho, i don't know what awaits me in the end
except for a wonderful friend.
I will patiently
wait eagerly.
As time runs out rapidly.
Come save!
I will behave!
For now I'll forget about that hiding minute
I just know it's last
Not vast.
It can be incognito,
But i really don't know.
When that last minute comes, can you hold on to it?
Not really
No!
Now is your time!
If it's not
You let it go....
& that's the End