Stuck

Cramping, aching,
falling, shaking.
How long can i go through
How long can i pull you?
I'm down here suffering
But you're up there watching.
You look as if you have something up your sleeve.
You tell me to stay, hold
& not leave...
The pain is intense.
I'm weak with no defense.
All i have is my faith
Which works just fine.
Power so divine.
Because of my faith you not only helped me with this
but also that.
I've suffered today
but I'm still on the verge of making it.
Making it to you.
Being a faithful servant.
When i stay, run
come, go,
You're always right here,
plotting on ending the enemy's personal show.
You're stuck with me to save me.
I'm starstruck happily.
You've saved me in the past
You're the one who has saved me last.
When i suffered today.
All my faith is stuck on you.

Idol

Who do you set your heart on?
What do you like to praise?
What is your own big time craze?
Don't let yourself be dominated by something smaller.
Allowing it to be your number one caller.
Brace yourself from the harm it can do.
Is it going to be something you made?
or made you?
Who's really great?
What has Facebook, people, "games" & music really done to me?
What has it done for me?
It caused damage secretly.
Problems by the list
What kind of idol is this?
Takes me away from life
leads me towards strife.
Causing huge collision.
helping me loose vision.
riding me towards wrong decision.
The party was fine but i must leave...
this is no addiction
it's a real pet peeve!
I need to get out & breathe!
I wanna know something i can believe.
I need a real true person.
I poured out all my love & time into this
Where is my bliss?
Thankfully i know a true one
It's God & his son
He's great & the only one.
He proves he's real & proves he's right
Anyone who harms, he will fight!
It's strange for an idol to love.
instead of feeling sad & down
I'm high & above.
He multiplies your time & love
So you will live & win!
He's my idol but i don't feel trapped.
I live with him but there is no conflict
I am free as never
best feeling ever.
Everything has failed me & got me into a mess
My life in god is only success
He's not an idol
But my idol. No statue required
his perfect ways are desired.
I wanna make others happy
just like how he made me.
Don't be blind
Don't make idolatry.

Lonely but Great

Forsaken, evacuated.
Awaken, False Faking.
As i open up my eyes to truly see.
Others forsake me.
Turn away & fall deeply
Make me feel inferior?!
But you don't know my interior.
I have a God.
I rise up & i nod.
It's not your average & it's defiantly your odd. =]
He truly pours out his love & affection.
He speaks & sparks it all gracefully,
letting the connection reach my body.
It's a raging fire in me & it charges me up fully.
When my awesomeness(god) is by my side.
Rude life is what i abide.
I'm never alone
I'll never break down!
I won't let you ruin me!
you can't ever be better!
I don't care what or who you possess!
My lord provides, talks & caress!
My Christ never failed me once!
He has never left me thirsty & hopeless.
You're locked on to love, rebellion, pressure & great harmful depression!
But I'm FREELY locked on to my God!
Most let everything & one come right inside.
but for Christ, they slam the door & backslide.
Backslide in knowing the truth, backslide in fixing your life.
I may look alone, but darling i have so much! too much for my self! & a million more to come. you will soon see it! Hopefully you will be it!
For now i stand strong & Suceed alone!

You are

Lord!
You are the way in my lost life.
You are my light in this dark world.
You are my hope in this bleak sight
You are my love in this world of hate.
You are the truth on these pile of lies.
You are an answer in this world of confusion.
You are my hero when I'm in trouble
Your my relief in a time of stress.
You are my purpose when life feels pointless
You are my strength when i am weak
You are the solution to my problem.
You're the artist of this world of different faces.
You're the color in this dull world.
You are everything i need.
You are the life to my living!