My friend

for more than a season,

has taken my hand in the storm & we have risen.

Loved me before I knew I was me,

had answered my every call lately.

This all can't come from somebody.

Nope never....only from God, believe w.e

but I know a true friend when I see one!

Faithful Mystery

I don't know
how You do it.
But You just can.

I've never seen it coming;
nor have i found out the way
to clean it all up.

I can tell you're gonna do it
but I just don't know how!

A dream coming true?
looking so bleak right now!

How will I get from here to there?
How can I even get near?

I'll never understand,
but You just can.

Negative bird

Doubts arising &
fear surprising?
Sudden pain from random memorizing?
The urge to envy
The feeling to pout?
The urge to take down
comes & goes out
Then comes right back around?
Tell me
Are you dizzy from the fight?
Wanna just fly?
& stop being a kite?
I sense crystal tears
But I don't wanna see em.
Hear negative thoughts
but just don't wanna do em.
Like being stuck in a cage.
Free is what to talk about.
Like being stuck in a cage
There's always a way out.
In this case here
The key is Prayer.
Doesn't sound like the way you would of fought
But every prayer
conquers 10 thousand negative thoughts!
Prayer in faith
Prayer from the heart.
Removes the stress which stayed from the start.
It's Very simple
much too much
but packs one powerful punch!
Outta the cage
ready to fly.
No more doubt
You've just broken out.
Clarity,
Freedom,
Peace finally
I can't just taste freedom
but can have it too.
I'm tired of negative beating down
When I can just beat it up.
Send it away & have my way
& Your way.
& God's way
This key is the way.
The way out of negativity
Just pray to be let out :)

God Friend

He treasures me like no other
He loves me more than a brother.


Answers if I just ask!
He's no mystery
behind a mask;
His love is, though

Because i don't deserve it
Every thing i've done
Forgiven is every little bit of it.
Face to face he won't see it

I have no excuse to quit!
No reason to just visit
When i should just really stay.
Leaving is foolish
It's so wrong.

God is so sweet!
it's a sin to be mean!
Too too nice
Why hurt such a sweety
Don't you know that you hurt him
sadly.

Make Jesus the main focus (He's also the son)
The center of your life
He removes pain & strife.
Our God has changed lives.
From the power that worketh in you
Just open your mouth & ask.

When I see myself as nothing
He sees something
When I'm thinking I'm worthless
He's thinking
Beautiful
Blessed
& a plan for me.
It's something planned so lovely
exactly
what i would love.

As gentle as a dove.
His spirit comforts. ( Also a spirit)
Even when problems are in a pile
God sends an angel to make you smile.
He has you!
He loves you!
He fights for you
He wants the best!
He prefers to bless!
rather than to remove his hand.

He prefers to stay!
When you say go away. (Wanting a life without God)

Being stubborn is your lost!
someone important you've mistreated & tossed!
He's harmless
He's perfect
He protects

My friend
My Love.
My Hero
My Rock
My Everything
My God! <3

Your main focus

His eyes locked on her
Her eyes
locked on that hypnotic swirl.

Those people
love this thing. (any type of thing, random)
Other people
are following.

If it built you up
broke you down
you'd still love it?
even though it gives a good hit

What's really the big deal here?
Why is it the center of your life?
Why,
it doesn't give life!
but takes yours!?

Does it protect?
Does it

Think about it
If it destroys you
Fast or slow
Why have it?
Why even look
Why visit?

This is the time
when you shouldn't be clowning
To this time
this world
i am relating.

Time is flying faster than ever
Playing around is not so clever...
The Light of the world
being preached all about!
Heading towards this world with a
Big
Loud
SHOUT!
Trust me
now is not the time to
hate & pout.

You focus on this & focus on that
but try to focus on something
that isn't your brat.
Forget those things that pulls off your hair
Forget about those past things you've ever dared.
Clean yourself out
Pick yourself up
& Start focusing
Focus on the things that really matter.
Focus on the life you're living.
Gotta start moving
Start improving
Giving up escapes
maybe soothes for a minuet
but
you'd regret you'd ever done it!

Time to stop screaming for help.
let go of your yelp
The dudes on Tv won't help you
They're drowning in their own brew.
Friends can place you
but not keep you in the center.
They can't pamper you, fix you & remain your mentor
Friends close to me has left & slammed me down before

Focus on what helps
Focus on what loves
Focus on what wants you & always would want you.

I focus on God
I focus on me
I focus on helping
Whatever doesn't destroy me
I will remain going on strong.

Take off the locks
Awake from that spell.
Stop following
Start focusing.

The choice is hers

You've been taken for dozens ...
of rides.
Your love,
You refuse to hide.
You want to be treasured,
Have your goodness measured.
I know you demand respect
& I know love
is what you expect.
but...
You need to take charge of YOUR life!
Instead you would just hand it to someone
to take it for a ride.
Spin you around, wear you out
stretch you here, toss you about
until your dizzy & worn out
Can't even shout. (help)
Eventually you both drive right into the tides...
& later you just want to hide.
You gotta know that
you are somebody
A somebody
& no one's puppet.
No one's second choice!
You do have a voice
don't always shut it.
Don't you follow what's wrong!
Don't be weak when you are strong!
Wake up!
& look around
Keep your head at the sky!
so you would never have to look down
Don't go through the stress
& the flames all for a guy.
No matter where you are
You do have the chance to try.
Stand still.
Wait for real love.
Love is your friend!
not a desperate hot guy.
Love is comfort
not pressure
nor torture.
Love is for you!
not for harm
or physical charms.
Love is for the soul!
That's your goal!
Take who would love you as a whole!
Not a piece.
Stop taking
within the limited area
Start taking charge!
As you wait
options get large!
Drive your life.
No one should take the wheel
not yet for keeps
not for steals.
You're life isn't over
It's not the end.
God gives you back everything
that's been stolen.
Take charge
Kick out the thief!
Pass the next & the next.
Mark it for good with an ex.
In this life
You have a choice!
If someone took it away
Get it back!
& drive away
Have a say!

The flashing of the lights ease the tensions
the movements of the feet calms the stress.
Vibrations from the speakers blocks the world.
Everything is fine
though it's a mess?

Dance to the noise
which they call music.
Girls kiss the boys
as they put down the toys.
Buy out all you can wear!
Show off, look good
& never share?
Party,
get wasted
Real happiness
you think you've tasted?


They call this music
But i don't hear harmony.
they call his party
but theres nothing hearty.
They wanna get wasted
but I wanna be used! (helpful)
They call this love
but it's just not lastin.

Why disagree
When the news spread rapidly?
Why slap the help
when you can't bare the pain
Why refuse Jesus when his word
is happening.

This world is crumbling
but i refuse to go down with it
Teens getting lazy
but i just won't sit.

TBC....