When I look around the world, I see conflict and negativity. A world going away literally. Changing more and more out of its original appearance. All these things may not sound too appealing but the sound of God gives me a good feeling. God is seriously real and the best, positive source in my life. I write what I see, what they see, What we all think...This isn't really about me. This is general.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
My Dull Diamonds
You accuse me.
You doubt me.
You lead me towards the feeling of worthlessness.
Honestly.
Seriously.
Mostly everybody!
Reading my faults
Know only what i can't do.
I feel pushed down
but refuse to frown.
People believe in others,
Passing around the faith,
yet it skips me.
Sometimes feeling that
no one wants to hand me a chance
one so determined with the right stance
True
but doesn't worry me.
Not any bit
Not any more...
This time I'm sure.
Life may run too fast & taunt
but it doesn't know
I could catch & outrun it if i want.
You can pour hope in someone
But the day they let you down
I'll still be standing up
not crumbled to ground.
Am i some sort of competitor?
No longer care.
cause i have my own mission
carry on with the competition.
You've won & could win again if you want
I know ONE DAY I will shine & vaunt.
God will do it his day
his way.
I have no time to play.
yet Not even afraid to loose
This decision i choose...
To just refuse...
To refuse to take in the doubts
To refuse to soak in the blame.
I refuse to mind the opinions...
I'm more than you think
Past fails, appearance,
DON'T link!
Me is me
& honestly
I would never want to be someone else.
Refuse to feel worthless
because i have a dream
Right now
as bad as it seems
These dull diamonds you pointed out in me
just so happens to gleam.
God will complete my dream.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Flesh
Flesh
Like an annoying whiny baby.
Never pleased
Never happy...
Dramatic as it wails
it will simply die
if we don’t obey,
& it won't be okay
We feed it all the time
everyday
in every way...
Sometimes we have no better say.
Flesh
it think it has the control
Giving simple commands
"feed me
please me
Oh how I want this so badly".
Driving your soul
To spiral out of control
In the end
your soul holds blame
as you pay the price for
your bad baby...
We ought to give it a pacifier
because my choice is what I desire.
What I need to acquire.
I want to be selfless
Do much more good
Gain some sort of righteousness...
I want to put this baby down
for a time out.
Allow the spirit inside
to rise up & about!
Claiming its chance for victory!
To take Control
of this child that’s taking its toll
To spoil the soul
Alive & indestructible
Yet the one about to loose the battle.
Flesh
Never satisfied...
has always tried to seek something
something it can’t find.
An unmoving Happiness
Fulfilling bliss
A gate
Where flesh find no access
So why the sacrifice???
Why anymore?
Pleasing it leads to
a new toy store.
For the moment
my fingers count to ten
I hear myself say
here we go again...
I have the baby
Trying to fight off the cries
Ignore every sincere lie.
What’s needed
is for flesh
to be a little defeated
while my spirit gets fed.
The baby won't be dead,
but taken care of
not spoiled or overfed...
My spirit is the main picture here
The good one.
Wrong is my fear
when wrong happens
who fears?
Not flesh
it makes
another cry, new & fresh.
When fasting
Spirit & flesh will disagree
The battle affects you Greatly
Let spirit taste victory
& Flesh taste nothing
& be happy
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
But i won't stop believing
I know that life is deceiving
But i can't let it hold me.
If i have a dream
It's mine & God's will to go get it.
Get it without a worry.
Things might not be looking up
I'm pinned down thinking of not getting up.
Things won't change unless you go.
Go!
Do something
Go somewhere.
Pick yourself up.
The least others can do
is probably pick on you
maybe put you down...
but your pick yourself up from the ground
You should believe.
Always
& you will surely receive
Receive something
followed by another something
followed by another something
following the steps to your dream.
That's how good life should seem.
Don't give up so fast
Give yourself another chance!
This is not the last dance.
Believe
Achieve
You never have?
try it
or you never will
& your dreams you kill.
Don't let a little excuse to cry
cause your dream to die.
Don't go on facebook & twitter
to weep & report.
cause you to fell down.
You may be weak right now
But that future you gotta allow!
Don't cancel the good one you once believed
because you've been deceived.
Follow your dream.
Find strength somewhere
somewhere
don't stay down
Don't taste the ground
so dirty & dusty
But surely taste victory!