Your main focus

His eyes locked on her
Her eyes
locked on that hypnotic swirl.

Those people
love this thing. (any type of thing, random)
Other people
are following.

If it built you up
broke you down
you'd still love it?
even though it gives a good hit

What's really the big deal here?
Why is it the center of your life?
Why,
it doesn't give life!
but takes yours!?

Does it protect?
Does it

Think about it
If it destroys you
Fast or slow
Why have it?
Why even look
Why visit?

This is the time
when you shouldn't be clowning
To this time
this world
i am relating.

Time is flying faster than ever
Playing around is not so clever...
The Light of the world
being preached all about!
Heading towards this world with a
Big
Loud
SHOUT!
Trust me
now is not the time to
hate & pout.

You focus on this & focus on that
but try to focus on something
that isn't your brat.
Forget those things that pulls off your hair
Forget about those past things you've ever dared.
Clean yourself out
Pick yourself up
& Start focusing
Focus on the things that really matter.
Focus on the life you're living.
Gotta start moving
Start improving
Giving up escapes
maybe soothes for a minuet
but
you'd regret you'd ever done it!

Time to stop screaming for help.
let go of your yelp
The dudes on Tv won't help you
They're drowning in their own brew.
Friends can place you
but not keep you in the center.
They can't pamper you, fix you & remain your mentor
Friends close to me has left & slammed me down before

Focus on what helps
Focus on what loves
Focus on what wants you & always would want you.

I focus on God
I focus on me
I focus on helping
Whatever doesn't destroy me
I will remain going on strong.

Take off the locks
Awake from that spell.
Stop following
Start focusing.

The choice is hers

You've been taken for dozens ...
of rides.
Your love,
You refuse to hide.
You want to be treasured,
Have your goodness measured.
I know you demand respect
& I know love
is what you expect.
but...
You need to take charge of YOUR life!
Instead you would just hand it to someone
to take it for a ride.
Spin you around, wear you out
stretch you here, toss you about
until your dizzy & worn out
Can't even shout. (help)
Eventually you both drive right into the tides...
& later you just want to hide.
You gotta know that
you are somebody
A somebody
& no one's puppet.
No one's second choice!
You do have a voice
don't always shut it.
Don't you follow what's wrong!
Don't be weak when you are strong!
Wake up!
& look around
Keep your head at the sky!
so you would never have to look down
Don't go through the stress
& the flames all for a guy.
No matter where you are
You do have the chance to try.
Stand still.
Wait for real love.
Love is your friend!
not a desperate hot guy.
Love is comfort
not pressure
nor torture.
Love is for you!
not for harm
or physical charms.
Love is for the soul!
That's your goal!
Take who would love you as a whole!
Not a piece.
Stop taking
within the limited area
Start taking charge!
As you wait
options get large!
Drive your life.
No one should take the wheel
not yet for keeps
not for steals.
You're life isn't over
It's not the end.
God gives you back everything
that's been stolen.
Take charge
Kick out the thief!
Pass the next & the next.
Mark it for good with an ex.
In this life
You have a choice!
If someone took it away
Get it back!
& drive away
Have a say!

The flashing of the lights ease the tensions
the movements of the feet calms the stress.
Vibrations from the speakers blocks the world.
Everything is fine
though it's a mess?

Dance to the noise
which they call music.
Girls kiss the boys
as they put down the toys.
Buy out all you can wear!
Show off, look good
& never share?
Party,
get wasted
Real happiness
you think you've tasted?


They call this music
But i don't hear harmony.
they call his party
but theres nothing hearty.
They wanna get wasted
but I wanna be used! (helpful)
They call this love
but it's just not lastin.

Why disagree
When the news spread rapidly?
Why slap the help
when you can't bare the pain
Why refuse Jesus when his word
is happening.

This world is crumbling
but i refuse to go down with it
Teens getting lazy
but i just won't sit.

TBC....

Fight in life.

Life is a miracle
yet it's a battle.
Some certain forces;
hits you!
trying & get you chasing for more!
So you will Never be satisfied ...
Because there is always better.>Some forces simpily just gets your scattered life back together.

One force attacks me
& hits the other force as well.
The other attacks!
but i wasn't the one who fell.
The battle is amazing
yet not so swell.
One force trying to drag me off my feet
wants me to taste defeat!
I'm no where near interested
It force fed not suggested
One force so gentle & soothing.
Ending my pain so miraculously...
Giving hope when i saw darkness
& mysetery.
Healing power & Loving strength!
Two things i never saw winning a battle.
The other force screams & rattle,
as it fades away
loosing.
Because of the force i'm choosing!
Theres an epic battle!
Between good & evil.
In lives.
Causing tears
diffrent strives,
of diffrent kinds
How will you fight when
the battle arrives?

One day the battle will end for good!
& you'll live in peace
Right!
as you should!
One force will fight for you (not with you)
It's able & it could!
It's all you!
As the battle goes on!
Who will you pick to rescue?

Wow!
The year is coming to an end!?
"New Years felt like yesterday" someone had told me on Sunday.
I'm starting on my Christmas list now. Expensive cool gifts on my mind but no worries. God will provide money or just a way. A mysterious clever unexpected way that i have no idea about until after it happens. 0.0
God has been doing miraculous things lately. As this year gone by, the blessings got more & more BIG! Sometimes I would say that I cannot believe it!... But since it all already happened i have no choice but to 0.0.
I'm talking Major Changes! Precise answers to our prayers! These miracles include: God answering our prayers in only minuets. Kids, teens & adults getting so much closer to him! Just as they wanted. People started to touched their goals. Graduations, Engagements, Marriages! oh soo much more. Stubborn people letting go of their bad old ways, & changing for the better.
If this year was miraculous & unbelievable, I'm wondering how next year will turn out.
Before i was THIS close to God, nothing exciting really happened. There was the progress of growing & having more knowledge but it wasn't fun without knowing Jesus. I wouldn't even learn how to ditch the lost people I've called friends.
I'd be relying on stupid things to move my life. My life moved in big steps this year.
I'm so excited for next year!
I'm sayin getting closer to God & Living his way (what he wants for you) is the best way to have an awesome year. It may not be hard....but it's so easy ^.^
Life on Earth here....isn't so easy & it's not the place God where wants us to live forever, but whenever you're in some kind of jam, He makes a mysterious clever unexpected way that you have no idea about until after it happens. 0.0 (like i said earlier)
He has done that many times this year & caught me by surprise every time. Sometimes when i feel something will end a certain way, it ends no where near that way. 2010 is an example. I didn't know i was going to wrap up 2010 with a hot new piano from Best Buy, plenty new friends(Jeremy, Shanae, Shenel, Jason, Sita, Tia, Anderson, Anita etc =) & being part of an Awesome play(Play of life: Epic Battle between good & evil).
I had no idea it was all coming. Life is pretty sweet. With God it's exciting, daring, unusual, awesome, amazing, surprising, fun & worth it!
As December kicks in I think about Jesus fabulous Birthday 0.0 & I brace myself for the new year.
It's also my birthday too! 0.0 (& No I'm not turning 15 or 16!) =)
Then the ice skating trip
Then the Christmas Gala
So exciting.

Happy Holidays Everyone!
Make Jesus a part of your next year!
If you do that...
Brace yourself for the miracles! ^.^

Misguided

I don't know what we're living in
but i know we're living in proof.
We know it with our eyes;
misguided with some lies,
kept back from revealing
with our shys.
Sadly some are
like the tide, pulled in with belief but
pushed back out with the denial
I thought they were going to hide.
I can feel the truth back then
& see the new truth happening now.
I can sense the truth coming up next
I listen, know, read, & suspect.
If the faith is lost
& going to be gone
What was the point of it all along
in the very begining
it was all you were singing.
The reason for your life
the reason for loving
the reason for living.
It was always there & it worked.
Faith is up to you
it's what you invested.
but it has to be tested.
You mean to tell me you drop it all?
Let all fall?
... out of place
taking you?...
out of your place?
Tell me...
Why let go of a strong hold?
In a world so cold?
A world not created by you
but created for you
It's not a move so bold
because our enteral soul
in this temporary world
is meant to be where life is.
Perfect life.
Not made by you
but for you.
Already there for you.
I prefer to wrap the truth around me
have it surround me
& never let it go.
Many lies can be started
by hiding
one truth
One simple truth, not so hard to catch
& hold on to
No longer want to be misguided;
& the lies?
I no longer want to be invited.
with help from my eyes
I don't want to leave the proof
that's inviting me to the truth.
I don't wish to be pushed & pulled
like motions of gravity.
I want you to be invited
& no longer misguided.

Able

Turning unable duty
into beauty.
Revealing the blue
in my gray view
Lord you can do it all!
You're more than able.
Even through me
or an angel.
Allowing miracles
as you choose
Impossible is no excuse!
You.
Your will.
I cannot refuse.
Such a secured hope.
In life i go
around i grope...
In any block
& in any trouble,
You're my rope.
A sudden strong presence of evil
actually crushed.
It looses.
It cries, grumbles & is hushed.
Things that I've wanted so desperately,
I thought was too amazing for me
I now have it HAPPILY!
It was able & heavenly.
Miracles can happen
even in you.
Anything you dream
can be true.
If you just want it to
Then it's able
Because he's able
The Lord
Never fails you
Never will
You may have to wait & be still
but it will all be fulfilled!
Don't let a realist
take you downhill.
When God is able
Go as high as you can go.
Dream big Dreams.
God can take you
He's so able.
Take him
Know him.
Your wants,Your needs,
Your life
It won't ever be dim
But alive & bright.
In your sight,
Even in your reach.
It's desirable
& acquirable
Impossible yet accomplishable
Surely dependable.
You just gotta know
The Lord is able!